Tuesday, December 14, 2010

MizZ mA sisTER..........

DEAR god.........plzz help me....i'm dying here...!!!i can't take it...i mizz ma siz so much.without her here,its like a hell for me.she is not my own sis,but i assume her as my own sister.this is terrible..!!i feel like wanna cry.next year she wil be in the morning section.can't see her.but its k..i wil pray that she must achieve 7A"s in PMR.
mizz playing with her....
mizz joking with her....
mizz talking with her..
and most importantly...
mizzz looking at her....
why i feel like his???
i don noe..
i have feel like this before..???
ya..absolutely!
but why i didn't t tell anyone??
bcozz i keep it all to myself.only ma very close frenzz knows A to Z about this.
hehex....its getting too touching ryte....sorry frenzz!!!but hope u will enjoy reading ma blog.although it is sad but very meaningful.soooo,don't forget to take a look yeahh!!
yummy....letz have some snacks.....
well,most of the time i'll juzz be normal by laughing n joking.and i'll try to fit myself in this situation.
BUT.......
in my heart???only the god knows...i believe in god.everything that happens sure has a value behind it.
GOD IS GREAT...
it takes time.....i juzz have to believe in god and relaks....oh my god..!!!i have to go now,haven't take my lunch..my mum starts her job..hurgh...my ear is bursting...what else..???she is shouting as usual....b4 i go,here is some beautiful memories wif my sis....take a look yeahh!!!hope you guyzz enjoy it..^_^
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Tuesday, December 7, 2010

SwEET MemORieS iN sKUL........


THE BEST MEMORIES FOREVER.....................................................

bORING .....ItZ dAMN bORINGG.....

What are you'll doing in this school holidayz?mE?my ears is like gonna burst.my mother always says that i'm getting lazier n lazier...my ears is bleeding when she asks me to STUDY!but actually i'm not that lazy.....perasan :)but i really can't realize what happened to me this week...i feel sad,but no reason..so long i didn"t cry...why today i feel like wanna cry?why nowadays i feel lonely?juz now also i cannot focus in my studies..i was staring at the book as though i wanna swallow it!
I REALLY DON NOE WHAT HAPPENED TO ME!
but......what i know is...i mizz my frenzz,sisters n teachers n ma skul...
i miz the unnecesarry talks wif my frenzz.....
i miz discussing small issues that we purposely make it a big issue..
i miz wanna play n joke wif ma sisters....
i miz wanna go to canteen together....
i miz wanna go to library together.....(which we actually go to talk stories)
i miz wanna eat ice cream together....
why suddenly i feel like this??why now only i feel like this?
i don noe.....
before this i got feel like this?
yup...many times..
i hate school holidayzz.....it makes me mizz my lovely ones n its damn boring..
This is totally hell!
maby i'm a type of person that is very hard to be in this this situation.takes time.but people don noe bcoz  i always will laugh(crazy ryte?)everything positive.but in my heart?GOD only knows.....
"gods love letters compilation is the best balm"(this is 100%true..)
AUGH...close this topic first! itz getting late for me....i have to go..BYE!